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Monday, January 31, 2005
18:04
okies~ things took a 360 degree change t0dae. mel doesnt know where to go wad to do. shes lost. v. lost. where's her compass? -gone- guess it was her fault right from the start. she din treasure him well. she cant blame him for wad happen now, for wad he is feelin now. perhaps, goin in different directions is a gd choice. she doesnt dunno. at least nt for her. nt nw. she never felt this way before. she tried to smile. she rrly tried. she tried to think of other stuff. she rrly did. but everything just reminds her of him. nth but him. shes the one tat she has been tinkin. mel just wants u back.! she kn0e this is like askin the sky to dr0p but wadeva.! she still respect ur ch0ice but h0pin tt it wld change. n mel doesnt wan him back c0s he pity her n stuff. its amazin h0w a simple thing can bec0me s0 c0mplex. h0ldiin back her tears -she failed- try t0 smile -she failed- try t0 c0ncentrate in klass -she failed- getting him n her into this mess - she passed-
t0 th0se hu read this~ read n dun ask mel anithing bout it (even if u r her super cl0se frens). if u r reading this. mel dun mind tokin to u bout it. IIU ( last time, yes. now, its still yes.)
*mels living in her own world now*
to shuyi, claresta, pei jun, jake, galvin thanks f0r helpin her to walk out of this. *hugs*
Sunday, January 30, 2005
18:37
okies. [ mel in the hse.!~! ]
hahas. i had fun ytd.!! met the gers f0r dinner at ch0mp ch0mp. did s0me catchin up.! l0lz. g0sh~ i miss dem. hahas. g0nna meet dem 0n the 8 feb agn. i cant wait.!! 8 feb... 8 feb.. seems like lots of things are happenin on tt dae. l0lz. =P hmm met boi after dinner. had a nice chat wif him~! l0lz. hahas. its been long... errmm still remember the bullshit thingy i teach u mahz? -bleahz- 0h yah! thanks f0r sending mi h0me.! =)) hahas. i enjoyed myself ytd.! hahas. cya soon boi~ i'm glad things r still like b4. =)) u take care ya. some things r juz meant to be felt n not to be said. enuff f0r n0w.! the other ladies in my hse r kinda "arguin" agn. -.-
Thursday, January 27, 2005
17:37
The way their tears make you want to change the world
so that it doesn't hurt him/ her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of a sound,
you know that yo ur own life is inevitable
consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her/his very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
Monday, January 24, 2005
21:35
hmm mels tired. mels tired. deres lots of chem quens. to do. l0lx. i dunn0 wad t0 sae le. cya peeps s00n~ s0me0ne energise mi.!!! ppllllzzzzzz....!!!!
Sunday, January 23, 2005
13:28
had fun bbq-ing ytd. all the gers r gd bbq chefs. hahas =PP n i learnt sth new 2dae cos someone told mi. " guys r suppose to start the fire. gers bbq! " s0 yah. the guys r juz eating. hahas. but its okies. i had fun! dey had fun! perhaps, i'm nt tt "strong" after all. perhaps perhaps perhaps. perhaps, u do this to ever1. -.-"" i'm nt makin any sense now. oh no!! nvmx. oh yah! i'm g0nna get my zen on tues!!! dad ordered it online f0r mi. ahh thx dad! ilu ( doesnt this three letters look familiar. saw it somewhere this morn's) * mel d0esnt kn0e wad she is feelin n0w *
wads up wif mel n the third pers0n thingy?! -.-"
to my dear shuyi~ dun tink s0 much! at least b0th 0f u r nt h0stile le. s0 smile. let nature takes it c0urse. u still gt us. and thx f0r the tok last nite~ i guess we b0th feel betta. call mi when u nid a listening ear! ( w0nder why i'm typin this when she wun be reading! ) but.. wadeva.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
10:37
okies~ this week was quite a rough week. but thanks peeps f0r being dere! =D i rrly appreciate it. hmm nth much happen. just tt i decided to join table tennis as my cca f0r the !st 3 mths! and those hu r cl0se t0 mi i tink u all shld kn0e wad happen la. i heard tt we r supp0se t0 run f0r all 0ur pe less0ns! -g0sh- is tt the same f0r the 0ther jC.? hmmm run 1.6km the0ther dae n i c0mpleted it in lets sae 9mins and 23 sec? l0lx. is tt supp0se t0 be fast 0r wols? hahas. yeahs! i'm g0nna haf a bbq wif the R5 later! hahas. can meet dem agn! whee~
SLJRYEK~ s0rrie i din g0 n meet ya peeps. decided t0 g0 t0 the airp0rt instedad. n i wasnt in the m00d t0 g0 0ut t00! s0rrie! meet ya gers on 29 k? miss ya! =) *hugs* =D
t0 u~ nt sure whether u will be readin this. but pr0mise mi tt u will stay happie ya. take care! n i h0pe t0 cya real s00n! thx f0r all tt u haf d0ne! i appreciate it n it will nt be 4g0tten! ( fate shall decide) oh yah! my grandma ask b0ut u t0dae! hahas.t0uched nt? cya~ *hugs* =)
Monday, January 17, 2005
21:02
STOP ASKING HIM WAD HAPPEN!!!! bout mi n him. we will settle things among ourselves, s0 yah, thanks f0r ur c0ncern. maybe i may sound harsh. but juz stop bothering him k? thanks. i had enuff! and enuff is enuff!
Sunday, January 16, 2005
09:42
this post is gonna be short. yeps i had lots of fun ytd! R5 we r0x! =)) t0 u kn0e hu u r. i'm s0rrie f0r wad i'm feelin now. i knoe u aint feelin gd. errmm i promise i wun drag it long since u wun want it tt way too. ehhss. juz be happy k. god bless. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. mel screams * y r u s0 nice? * -sigh-
p.s. dun ask mi wad i'm posting or wad happen cuz my lips r sealed. to u kn0e hu u r tthis post is juz for u. take care! cya soon.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
19:58
okies. i shall summarise wad happen. in case, some peeps wants to knoe wads goin on in my life =)) had been sorted out into klasses. most of us gt into diff klass. but.. thank goodness i gt peijun wif mi. =)) l0lz. had lectures as usual. yeps. =)) galvin. claresta. shuyi. gt tale tennis thingy todae. ha. and galvin said tt dey r gonna quit c0s i dunn0 y. ha. din exactly ask. =P aniwae went to peijun's hse wif anders and caroline after tt. went to play tai dee and watch day after tml. mel screams * anders! can u stop winning tai dee? plsss * l0lz. 0h yah. i reach h0me safely le. s0 yah. dun w0rry. told u i wun get l0st. haha. =)) tats all f0r n0w. bb.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
18:29
one word to describe how i'm feelin now. TIRED!!! -g0sh- had cca recruitment todae. went to sign up for badminton n netball. so ya. =)) l0lx. i'm still s0 tired. s0me0ne pls c0nduct or radiate some energy to mi..!!! i nid it badly.! todae is super duper hot. can feel the heat when i wassitting on the benches near the assmebly plaza. gosh. i din rrly like tt. it make mi feel so tired n sick. ha was like whining to mi fren. l0lz. -.- s0 nt enthu mi. aniwae tats all f0r n0w. g0nna call and msg mi frens le. ha. gt outin on sat!!! cant wait f0r it t0 c0me!! i'm g0nna enj0y before tutorials start! whee~~!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
19:06
sch's the same. lecture is fun. 3 m0re daes n i'm g0nna get split into my tutorial grps. wonder where will i be. l0lz. i''''mmmm ssssoooo hhaapppyyy tt000dddaeee!!! * mel screams* ha. met kim at hearland mall todae!!! and i rrly met her!!!!! g00dness!! i miss u kimme~!!! ahhh~!! i'm s0 happy!! =PPP =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) =PPP hehe. yeps. and i'm awaiting to meet the rest of u! 0h yah. rebecca called mi. g0sh i miss tt babe. its been long since i met her. ha. waiting f0r her t0 call mi agn so i can g0 n meet her. l0lz. perhaps i will meet her another dae! ha. met him todae after jc. boy! h0pe u get well s00n k? rest well n errmm.. study hard?! l0lx. =) ehhh.. din kn0e y i tell ya tt.. feel kinda bad arh. -.- n stop tellin mi its okies when i n u knoe tt its wrong to be like tt.. the better u r. the more guilty i feel. -.- u kn0e wad i mean. okies. cya s00N~
fran! c0ngrats u gt int0 s0ccer~ see. u aint tt bad after all. haf faith!
rebecca! i h0pe u manage to get into the cca u wan to. cya s00n!
Monday, January 10, 2005
17:31
dunno y i'm puttin this lyrics. but here it goes
Michelle Branch-Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
Sunday, January 09, 2005
16:47
ha. guess wad?? my bez fren is in the same klass as franson n dey r takin the same combi. 0h man! its been l0ng since i meet her. mel screams * babe!! how r u?? * tell mi if he bullys u k? n dun tok bad bout mi!! =P
okies. went to pay respect to my bro. gosh its been long. its been 11 yrs plus le. i miss u boy. badly. it shldn't happen at all. -sigh- after tt i went to the temple n now i'm back home!! gonna go play maple story soon! ~ n yah! g0nna meet the gers next week!! haha. =P =))) ( see. i'm smiling! )
Friday, January 07, 2005
23:51
all i can say is...
ORIENTATION WAS FUN!! AND..REGGIE ROX!! i love u peeps man!! =)
though it rained. i still enjoy the indoor campfire. l0ve the outdoor to bits too. ha. =P errmm guess my mjc frens wun be seeing this but all i wan to say is gd job ANDERS and SHUYI..! nice dance~ ha. u shld haf more confident in urself.. u knoe hu.. haha. thnks to the OGLs too!! u peeps r s0 nice!! *hugs* =) hmm t0 my grp REG 5 ( shuyi, clarestar, ren feng, adele, Zamir, ding wei, fiona, thomas, enci, jirong, Peijun, liyun, Scott, hong sum, lynette,mubarak, Ananthan, wei qiang, ming hui, geok ting, kai jian, xing long, galvin, anders, kuan lye, denzil, sandip, emilia n mi) u peeps r nice, friendly!! haha. u r0x!!! MJC is a super duper nice sch!! juz tat i cant take double science -.- t0 0ur mr and ms regulas.. its a job well done.. muahhhsss. =) tats all f0r n0w. shall learn hw to play maple story and cya peeps on mon! and i still miss the gers and i haf not get my cheque yet!!!
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
21:51
nth much happen. mange to make some new frens in sch! ha. ermm havin orientation f0r the wh0le week. yeah! =) met l0ts 0f pple wif different personality. and dey r nt lamers. so i cant L-A-M-E le. ha. =P errm.. first day was a nightmare c0s we sat dere frm m0rnin till aftern00n juz to listen to talks n talks n more talks!!! BoRING!! today was fun. had l0ts 0f cheers. den played ice-breakers. quite c00l lahz. aniwae peeps!! if deres ani jc tt all0ws u to take double science when u fail ur amaths plssssssss telll mmmmeeeee... thanks al0t!!! ha. i needed tt. =) hadnt seen him f0r 0ne dae. and i tok to him f0r less den 6 mins todae and hes nt replyin my msg. guess he fall aslp le. ahhh!! i miss u. =P
t0 sljmryek~ h0pe u pple r havin fun. ha. i miss havin recess wif ya pple. and lamin ard wif ya
pple! i miss all of u!! aint i nice ? =P
18:04
t0 th0se hu read this~ read n dun ask mel anithing bout it (even if u r her super cl0se frens). if u r reading this. mel dun mind tokin to u bout it. IIU ( last time, yes. now, its still yes.)
*mels living in her own world now*
to shuyi, claresta, pei jun, jake, galvin thanks f0r helpin her to walk out of this. *hugs*
<3 me if youu dare-`
18:37
hahas. i had fun ytd.!! met the gers f0r dinner at ch0mp ch0mp. did s0me catchin up.! l0lz. g0sh~ i miss dem. hahas. g0nna meet dem 0n the 8 feb agn. i cant wait.!! 8 feb... 8 feb.. seems like lots of things are happenin on tt dae. l0lz. =P hmm met boi after dinner. had a nice chat wif him~! l0lz. hahas. its been long... errmm still remember the bullshit thingy i teach u mahz? -bleahz- 0h yah! thanks f0r sending mi h0me.! =)) hahas. i enjoyed myself ytd.! hahas. cya soon boi~ i'm glad things r still like b4. =)) u take care ya. some things r juz meant to be felt n not to be said. enuff f0r n0w.! the other ladies in my hse r kinda "arguin" agn. -.-
<3 me if youu dare-`
17:37
so that it doesn't hurt him/ her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of a sound,
you know that yo ur own life is inevitable
consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her/his very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
<3 me if youu dare-`
21:35
<3 me if youu dare-`
13:28
wads up wif mel n the third pers0n thingy?! -.-"
to my dear shuyi~ dun tink s0 much! at least b0th 0f u r nt h0stile le. s0 smile. let nature takes it c0urse. u still gt us. and thx f0r the tok last nite~ i guess we b0th feel betta. call mi when u nid a listening ear! ( w0nder why i'm typin this when she wun be reading! ) but.. wadeva.
<3 me if youu dare-`
10:37
SLJRYEK~ s0rrie i din g0 n meet ya peeps. decided t0 g0 t0 the airp0rt instedad. n i wasnt in the m00d t0 g0 0ut t00! s0rrie! meet ya gers on 29 k? miss ya! =) *hugs* =D
t0 u~ nt sure whether u will be readin this. but pr0mise mi tt u will stay happie ya. take care! n i h0pe t0 cya real s00n! thx f0r all tt u haf d0ne! i appreciate it n it will nt be 4g0tten! ( fate shall decide) oh yah! my grandma ask b0ut u t0dae! hahas.t0uched nt? cya~ *hugs* =)
<3 me if youu dare-`
21:02
<3 me if youu dare-`
09:42
p.s. dun ask mi wad i'm posting or wad happen cuz my lips r sealed. to u kn0e hu u r tthis post is juz for u. take care! cya soon.
<3 me if youu dare-`
19:58
<3 me if youu dare-`
18:29
<3 me if youu dare-`
19:06
fran! c0ngrats u gt int0 s0ccer~ see. u aint tt bad after all. haf faith!
rebecca! i h0pe u manage to get into the cca u wan to. cya s00n!
<3 me if youu dare-`
17:31
Michelle Branch-Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
<3 me if youu dare-`
16:47
okies. went to pay respect to my bro. gosh its been long. its been 11 yrs plus le. i miss u boy. badly. it shldn't happen at all. -sigh- after tt i went to the temple n now i'm back home!! gonna go play maple story soon! ~ n yah! g0nna meet the gers next week!! haha. =P =))) ( see. i'm smiling! )
<3 me if youu dare-`
23:51
ORIENTATION WAS FUN!! AND..REGGIE ROX!! i love u peeps man!! =)
though it rained. i still enjoy the indoor campfire. l0ve the outdoor to bits too. ha. =P errmm guess my mjc frens wun be seeing this but all i wan to say is gd job ANDERS and SHUYI..! nice dance~ ha. u shld haf more confident in urself.. u knoe hu.. haha. thnks to the OGLs too!! u peeps r s0 nice!! *hugs* =) hmm t0 my grp REG 5 ( shuyi, clarestar, ren feng, adele, Zamir, ding wei, fiona, thomas, enci, jirong, Peijun, liyun, Scott, hong sum, lynette,mubarak, Ananthan, wei qiang, ming hui, geok ting, kai jian, xing long, galvin, anders, kuan lye, denzil, sandip, emilia n mi) u peeps r nice, friendly!! haha. u r0x!!! MJC is a super duper nice sch!! juz tat i cant take double science -.- t0 0ur mr and ms regulas.. its a job well done.. muahhhsss. =) tats all f0r n0w. shall learn hw to play maple story and cya peeps on mon! and i still miss the gers and i haf not get my cheque yet!!!
THE MIGHTY DUCKS!! (quak quak)
reggie win dem all,
make the others sweep the floor
heads up in the sky,
reggie spirit never die,
move it, reggie
solid, yeah!!!
I LOVE CHEERS!!! FUN! FUN! FUN!! =P g0nna miss u peeps man!! =P
<3 me if youu dare-`
21:51
t0 sljmryek~ h0pe u pple r havin fun. ha. i miss havin recess wif ya pple. and lamin ard wif ya
pple! i miss all of u!! aint i nice ? =P
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